He said those three words I was longing for. It feels so good to really know 100% that he does love me. But it has been all day and he hasn’t tried calling me or texting me. I know I shouldn’t be worried, but I am. I can’t help it. He could’ve changed his mind and not want to be with me anymore. I called him and text him, not evasively, and he normally doesn’t take to long to get in to contact with me after. I’m just scared that he is going to break my heart.
I just move here in July to go to college. I was born here and I am still kinda connected with the best friend I had in elementary school, but it wasn’t the same after a few years of not talking. Other than that I don’t really have any girl friends, only a boyfriend. I’m not saying that do love being with him or that I don’t love him because I do. It’s just different when he is the only person I can hang out with. I want to do everything that boys normally don’t do with there girl friends. I want to laugh with a person about the stupid celebrity gossip, go shopping and picking things out for each other. I want someone that has the same hobbies as me! I just don’t want to just have my boy friend. I’m a lot more independent than that! Where I just moved from, I had to leave my best friends behind. I had to leave a piece of my heart there for them to stay strong and passionate. I’m just ready for the missing piece to full in. I hate being alone.
I am in love! I know it’s real this time too!! I kissed all my frogs until I found the one that turned into a prince. His name is Matthew Tamo, and he is the most wonderful person anyone could ever meet. He has beautiful, golden blonde hair, his eyes are the same color as the clear, blue water. He is 6’3 and has a swimmers body (he plays water polo). Not only is he the hottest guy I have ever seen, he is the best person I have ever met on this planet. He opens every single door for me, he will just sit a talk to me about everything, he is just 100% gentlemen. We both come from just about the same background. And the way I feel around him is indescribable. He is my best friend, a brother, a second father and a boy friend; what more could a girl ask for!? And honestly the crazy thing is, it has only been two months and I know I am going to marry this guy. I can feel it in my gut. We haven’t said “I love you” to each other yet. Also, he wants to wait until marriage to have sex!!!!!
I have this account so I could just look at other blogs and pictures. I never thought I would post anything on here. But then I thought why not? I only have 2 followers. They are most likely going to just scroll past my post and not even give it a chance.
I am terrible at writing, so I am going to challenge myself and see if I could write (or type I guess) a post every other day. To start teaching myself how to write and create ideas. If anyone (my two followers) find any grammar, spelling, organization, etc. wrong please let me know. I will not get upset or post something mean back to you. I just know that these is what I need to start doing to get better. Thank you, and goodnight.
